Falling In Love

I guess the title kind of says a lot about this post. I am falling in love. It’s so incredible and magical but it’s also scary as hell. Falling in love isn’t always rainbows and unicorns. It’s standing on the edge of a cliff not knowing if you’re going to be jumping alone. It’s standing…

Don’t Forget The Good Stuff.

Have you looked up recently? At the sky? The clouds? The stars? The airplanes? The trees? Looking up is one of my favorite things to do. It reminds me that I’m free. The good things in life are free. The things that really count are free. Like kindness. Love. Laughter. Smiling. Being yourself. And those…

The ART of Letting Go.

I think I’ve written about letting go in a previous post but I feel like there’s always something more to talk about and learn, especially when it comes to letting go. I’ve recently been learning more about it and dealing with it more than usual and I felt this urge to wrote about how I’m…

To The One I Thought Loved Me.

I thought you loved me. I loved you. It was only going to grow but you stopped it in it’s tracks. You didn’t love me at all. You let me down over and over again. Each time with a different excuse. I drove 2 hours to come see you. You told me that you loved…

Do I Love Them or The Idea of Them?

This is a subject that I’ve been learning a lot about as of late. When you’re young, even though you may not feel like it, you’re naive and sometimes that can be a good thing. But it can also hurt you in ways you don’t necessarily think. In this day and age, you can meet…

What Happened To Being Honest?

For me, being honest is something I find to be so important in any relationship. Including friendships. To me, in order to stay sane, you have to stay honest. Maybe that’s just me. Being honest can be uncomfortable a lot of times. But the more you do it, the easier it is to be. I…

When The Good Guy Isn’t The Right Guy.

I know how this title might sound. Of course the good guy is the right guy. He’s GOOD. But that’s not always the case. At least in my case it isn’t. I had the good guy. The guy who treated me with respect and didn’t want to hurt me. He made me smile when I…

It’s Okay To Move On. 

Moving on. Those two words can be pretty scary, especially when you’re talking about a certain person. But, sometimes you have to let yourself do just that: move on. Let me be the first to say that moving on is not easy. I know that first hand. It’s hard and it’s heartbreaking and it’s life…

Missing Someone You’re Near.

You are near. Kind of. I see you at these parties and we are like magnets. I have to be near you. And after I see you, you’re all I think about. I don’t want to feel this way. I want you hugs all the time. I want your touch all the time. I want…

Being Alone.

I have been alone (single) for quite sometime now. Me and my mother were talking about how some humans just can’t stand being alone and go for relationship to relationship. Maybe it’s because they are scared to me alone. Or maybe it’s because they are comfortable with someone and don’t feel like starting over with…